Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
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Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
Heidi is being induced on Monday and I cant stop thinking about everything and about what I went though to get Alex and all that shite and I just feel sooooo down Im sitting here after taking an hr to talk myself into getting dressed....Im ment to be taking Jed for a walk but cant be arsed, Ive had Alex in the pram from 12 for to go on the walk but thankfully shes asleep. I dunno.................no words left, all stuck in my head and heart
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Re: Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
oh sweetheart
i've been thinking of you loads over the last few days, wish there was more I could do hun.
It's bound to stir it all up for you, don't be hard on yourself for that.
have you tried writing down how you feel? just start writing and don't lift your pen off the page, even if for a while you're just writing crap like 'i don't know what to write i feel silly doing this blah blah' but it kinda frees up your mind and helps it all come pouring out. I've used it a few times and it can be pretty amazing. Doesn't work every time for me, but might be worth a go.
Hugs darling
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i've been thinking of you loads over the last few days, wish there was more I could do hun.
It's bound to stir it all up for you, don't be hard on yourself for that.
have you tried writing down how you feel? just start writing and don't lift your pen off the page, even if for a while you're just writing crap like 'i don't know what to write i feel silly doing this blah blah' but it kinda frees up your mind and helps it all come pouring out. I've used it a few times and it can be pretty amazing. Doesn't work every time for me, but might be worth a go.
Hugs darling
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Re: Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
i think my best thing to do is go to the gym.. thats what i did when granda was dying. every bloody day i was in the gym. i cant though cos ive no minder for alex. the only way for me to channel this kinda thing is to hit and kick and run...take out the frustration. paper would get ripped up and thrown at the wall
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Re: Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
what about popping balloons
or killing bubble wrap
i used to find running helped and you can do that from your door if phil's home.
I'll have a think to see if can come up with any more ideas, bit done in just now!
love ya xx
or killing bubble wrap
i used to find running helped and you can do that from your door if phil's home.
I'll have a think to see if can come up with any more ideas, bit done in just now!
love ya xx
Re: Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
yeah i wanna go for a run but hes at work so that wont be happening til after 11 pm lol
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Re: Sorry to ask but....um I kinda need support guys
just got a text. heidi had the second gel but as much as things took off they have stopped again. they have brought her hubby a bed in and are gonna try her again in the morning. hopefully tomorrow isnt as long a day
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