im thinkin

that this isnt the best idea after whats happened today. i think that seeing with the reaction on gossip that noone would come here and if they did it wouldnt work

ive spent the day crying. well done b for speaking your mind though. i just dont think i can deal with all this at the mo. ok far enough i prob shoudlnt have said what i said about her being preg the way that i did, i should have said what i ment but all the same whats done is done. i just dont feel this will work if people know im doin admin on here.

ive 4 friends out of what wasit? 30? fck me i was the one texting was she ok when alex was being operated on cos she had been bleeding and the same about pje for alexs second op cos of the same thing. i kno im not a bad person and i would do anything for alex but i just dont see why im being persicuted for that

i think maybe i should bow out now

aw hun, what's happened?

I love you babe

Hugs xxxx